Prayer of a dying atheist
Daisy Johnson, Age 14
Dear Nobody
I’m here
Judgement day arrived
And there’s a few things I’d like to say
I wish I wasn’t dying,
Or praying,
Or anywhere near this place.
I wish that I was crying
So I could wash this cheap mascara off my
face
I wish this bed was soaked
In all the blood you’ve supposedly wasted
I wish that I could tell them about the
darkness
I wish I was an angel
With perfect paper thin wings
And beauty unmatched
By any one or any thing
But I never believed in that stuff.
I wish I hadn’t watched the news
Been a player in the awful, unimaginable
game
I wish I had believed in you just once
So I could see what they all loved to see.
So thank you God for proving me right
For showing me pain
And allowing no light
It means a lot to know I really was alone
And I believe I’m done
Have fun with creation. |